- by ME!
idk if it’s worse that you act like i don’t exist or would it be worse if you just said something about me. maybe you don’t physically bully me, but acting indifferent is also bullying *years of indifference* whatever i did or who i used to associate with…don’t judge me on it because YOU are not any different from me! YOU are no better than me, remember that! i actually pray for you that God blesses you & to let me never feel any hatred towards you, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t still hurt.
Can you relate? You and your best friend can say one word, and crack up. You hate when one string of your hoodie is longer than the other. You hate it when people think you like someone when you clearly don’t. You hate it when your favorite song comes on, as you pull into the driveway. You feel like if you turn on the lights, you will be safe from anything. You push those little buttons on the lids of fast-food drinks. You laugh until people get hurt, then stop when you realize it’s serious. You hate it when parents get serious about something funny you tell them. You hate when you tell a guy to shut up and they copy you in a higher voice. You pretend to sleep when your parents come in. You text the person next to you things that you can’t say out loud. You hate when people in front of you walk really slow and you can’t get past them. You’re always tired no matter how much sleep you get. You stop the microwave before it hits 00:00 to avoid hearing the beeps. You hate when you are mad at someone and they make you laugh. You check the fridge every ten seconds to see if food magically appeared.